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Not Without You

23 Jul

Today,

You crossed my mind just like you do everyday.  Sitting here in my oh so bland cubicle, and the only decoration is your picture.  Everytime I look to the right I see your smile.  I love your smile!  You make my day brighter with just one glance.

I spend much of the day recalling the moment that I opened my eyes.  Before I fall asleep I pray to keep you safe and happy as well as the rest of my family.  When I get up I am thankful for seeing another day and for waking up with you.  It’s so hard to get to work on time because I’d rather lay in your arms.  You’re always so warm. 

If it was up to me I’d spend every waking moment with you.  I want us to do so much together.  Go places we have never been before and live a wonderful, adventurous, productive lifestyle.  I can’t imagine being with out you.  I worry to much.  I miss you even more than that.  8 hours feels like a lifetime.

My heart feels light and happy.  My mind is filled with thoughts of you.  Even when you are sleeping and I’m here at work we are always together.  You are my heart!

 
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I Wrote These a Long Time Ago

10 Jul

Early in the morning and he’s going to start a fight. Well, maybe not an actual fight, but he’s going to start something. I think.

I didn’t give you the notebook to rifle through. I gave you a blank page to write on. To express your thoughts. Not to read mine.

I could simply be venting or I could actually resent you for who knows how long. Even if the letters were old the feelings may still be fresh. I don’t want to recount painful past experiences or even misguided love. Parts of my life I’d rather not relive. People of the past I’d rather not remember.

So maybe I shouldn’t be mad. Instead I should burn those letters. The ones I wrote when my heart hurt the most. I’ve moved on now. To better things.

Especially, a way better man.

 
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The Blues Diner

22 May

I’m only like 90 pounds on a good day. It’s easier for me to drop three pounds then it is to gain one. My boyfriend isn’t to happy with that. So, we’ve been trying to get my weight up…which is tough for me.

Everyday, he’s asking me what I ate and when. My usual response is just “coffee and a breakfast sandwich”. At five o’clock in the afternoon that is not exceptable.

Now, he takes me out to eat or buys me food when ever HE’S hungry. Which is all the time.

Today, we went to a little corner restaurant The Blues Diner on Broadway in Revere. I am proud to say that I ate atleast nine-tenths of the food I ordered. It included: 4 pieces of french toast, 2 eggs over medium, home fries and toast. Overall, the food was pretty good…it could have been better.

The best part of my meal was the smoothies. I got a Koala Kolada which is a piña colada and ice cream smoothie. I’m still drinking it as I write this. I’d definitely go back for that!

 
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This is the Beginning

21 May

I think the best time to write about life…or anything for that matter, is when nothing seems to be working out very well.  This may have something to do with the misery loves company thing, but it may not at the same time.

Writing can be used as a tool to relieve some of the stressors in what ever situation that your are dealing with.  I find it very difficult to resolve much when I’m stuck in thought.  Therefore, wrtiing lets me relive and release what is bothering me. 

Quite, a few things have been bothering me lately, but with help from a few select people I’ve already resolved to make the best of my situations.  It’s been a bumpy few months but I’m starting my year this day forward.

So, I’ve downloaded WordPress for the iPhone…hopefully, that’ll make me blog more often then not.  Hopefully, something interesting will happen worth blogging about.

Um, yea…I’ll…write more laaaater…lol!

See Ya!

 
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